okay really huge apology and update

sooo I am so so so sorry for not being on at all, I forgot to be on and well i forgot my password twice so i just had to reset it. It's been like what such a long time since i was last on here and I deeply apologize for my absence. i promise my absolute best to be on when i can and I will try to upload more stuff on here as well 

I missed you all so much and if you like to be in contact with me outside of here, please let me know and i will send you a message .

therefore i hope you guys are okay, i wasn't gone or I didn't quit or leave i was just M.I.A